Here’s a Throw Back Thursday photo of myself at Dore Alley Fair 2014.
This photo reminds me of an important life lesson I “re-learned” that summer. You see, I had a well known crush on these two guys for a long while. When we talked, my mind sort of fogged over. This happens when I am really into someone including the image/role that they portraying (“Totes Dom Top”) and the hot gear they are wearing. I got nervous and awkward around the 2 hot men flirting with me at the street fair as we drank warm beer…. freezing up several times in mid conversation. DERP!
I’ve done this all my life. I call it the “Peter Parker meets Mary Jane” syndrome. You remember that scene from Spider-man, right?
Right at 00:25
But, the lesson I re-learned… for like… the billionith time that summer? Sometimes, especially at kinky street fairs, S&M can just stand for… “Stand and Model”. Despite the flirting, they weren’t really into me. I mean, the fair was closing and I still had not been ordered to lick any boots or drink their piss! Wake up, Ruff!
I still look back and laugh at this experience. My pooooor widdle heart was broken that day! Awwww… Poor Ruffy. (Don’t worry, I got over it) And, yet, this still remains one of my favorite photos.
….You know, looking back, it really didn’t help that Daddy Richard had me in chastity for 2 weeks prior to that day at Dore Alley Fair….