Recently, one of the SIRs I’ve been playing with told me that he went to a series of BDSM Classes. One of the classes he took was on Erotic Clothespin Play.

I fucking HATE clothespins. H.A.T.E. them. They know it (yes, two SIRs. A couple). Clothespins have been a limit of mine for as long as I can remember. They knows that, too.

He point blank told me that we would be doing playing with them on my next visit “because it pleases your SIRs”. At first, I was really against it. But, then I got hard over the idea of them pushing my limits. It’s been a long time since I had any Tops insist on pain play that I do not like. This says something about the connection I have been building with them. They know I don’t like it… but they also know how to guide me through it so I can grow past my limits.

I trust them. That feels great.

So, I was just on X-Tube and found this video. Picturing myself as the boy with my SIRs working those clothespins… I came WAY over my head right at the end of the video. It’s very encouraging.