Hawaii | Ruff's Stuff Blog

I’d like to take a moment away from everyone’s endless hunt for Porn to thank everyone for reading my Blog which started as a silly little hobby I started 5+ years ago as a way to show a certain SIR the kind of play I was looking for. It’s safe to say in that short period of time the world and internet have both changed a great deal. Not necessarily for the better for a Blogger. But, you know, despite the changes, it’s still fun. I enjoy expressing my kink interests, sharing what I find sexy and also very much enjoy promoting Kink Events around the world. Especially the smaller events. Coming from a small town in Ohio, it’s rather moving to see the smaller kink events grow.

So, you may have noticed that I took a little hiatus for about a month from Blogging. Back in December, I organized a 2nd trip for 14 friends to go to Hawaii. This year, we rented a house on Kealakekua Bay on the Big Island. It was crazy beautiful. Lots of adventures and laughing. In the end, my vacation was nearly 2 weeks long on the island with some of my most beloved and special friends including my boy. Life slows down while you’re on the islands. It’s a euphoric atmosphere and very relaxing. I actually forgot to blog.

A friend snapped this photo of me at Green Sands Beach.

So, after a month of very sporadic blogging, why start back up now?

Because, I’m fucking horny. Chastity sucks. (kinda)

During MAL 2014 I reconnected with a SIR I used to play with and have since been making regular visits to his home to serve him and his boyfriend. These visits woke the sleeping “Giant Bottom” in me. I’d been topping for years and loving it… yet, that bottom side of me went unattended to. Hell, I’ve even been a Puppy for them. It’d been 17 years since I had been in that sort of headspace. They are the reason why I am currently “locked up” and suffering from a severe case of blue balls.

These SIRs are certainly “fulfilling” that “bottom side” of me (all puns intended) and I think finally I’ve learned a healthy balance between being Dominant and submissive that I’ve fought to achieve for years. This makes me very happy.

I’ve been “locked up” for 4 days now but haven’t cum in 10 days per SIRS’ orders before a nearly 3 day visit tomorrow (I’d go longer if work permitted). As you might guess, when I am horny, I want to blog more. Being ordered to not to cum means more blog entries. I’m hoping they keep me locked up more so that I’ll want to blog more, too.

These new experience have made me think about the future of my Blog. If I have a New Year’s Resolution to share… it’s that I want to step up the quality of my silly blog hobby by doing more editorial blogging sharing some of the fun I’ve been having as a bottom *AND* a Top. Not in attempt to brag or boast about my experiences but to hopefully inspire as so many others do for me. In particular, to inspire guys my age that you can still have whatever kind of fun your heart (on) desires after you hit 40.

Starting with a photo of incredible suspension bondage I was put through in SIRS’ dungeon.